Monday, May 4, 2009 @ 4:30 PM
hmm, didn't know studying studying could be so stressful man, but i vowed to pass, so i shan't give up half way, but just a little more push, i could crumple onto the floor and have a massive nervous breakdown. if i'm lucky, i could recover and get on w my life, but if i'm not, it's goodbye. D: help please, i have since get on w my life after ____ left, but i still feel empty in m heart wo him, i need him like a heart needs a beat. but who cares? i shall try all my damn best to forget about him, and return to time when he wasn't around. i promise, I WILL DEFINETLY FORGOT ___. i can't withstand anymore more breakdowns, be or studies or love, so please do not do this to me anymore :@ i can't handle it. i have made a vow, & i shall stick to it and be true to it and not the other way round. i swear, i would be able to it, so ____, ____, ____, give a chance, i will prove it to you. people say brain is like a sponge, it can absorb many things and never break, but i beg to differ. what teacher taught, what i memorize, are all long forgotten, so that theory is not 100% true, but only 50%. cause, i still can rmb, stuffs that happen long before v vividly, and how much i enjoyed my long weekend. now, if i absorb anymore, i can feel that my brain is on the verge of exploding.