i'm back from ubin, yay! & be prepared for a long post. the kayak expedition was fun ok, the instructors are HOT! one is ernest, i think, the other is jeremy. ernest, the one w the specs, is hotter ok, dk why some say he's not. he is oh-so-hot ok, i miss him mansxzsxzsx. and jeremy is gay, w his girl's kind of fbt, & singlet. hahah, & the way his talks to his girlf. hahah, but gotta admit, he's hot. he is a vain, gayish, hot kind of guy. hahhah. from the ubin camp, i miss ernest, while farhah amni miss sky laughs*, & aishah rosely miss dk who, maybe the bigger malay gay ^^. hahah. then before we left for ubin, we had ALOT of briefing man, seriously ALOT k, then the oh-so-hot ernest teached us the makan cheer, funny sia. dk what, then "sa sa sa sa, xi shua shua, xi shua shua, ma~kan!" hahah, the cheer was funny man. then, after lunch, prepared to set off. was raining, but we still left, we were going against the current and wind man. & to make it more worst, i was paired w FAHMEE. fuck i tell you, he want's to torture me to death man, not letting me stop AT ALL! fuck la chee bye, when i stop to look at my injured finger, he will be like" shuzhen, why you stop, don't stop, quick continue" fucking basterd, he seriously wants me to die _l_ scoldind me everytime u stop & because of him not letting me stop, i over strain my muscles and am aching all over :0 (i have muscles ok, hahah) then we reached mamam campsite and had to keep the kayaks, and had the human chain, tiring i tell you. then we pitched our tents, & there were loads& loads of insects ok. bunked w shervin, julie, sylvia. after settling, had dinner then nigh walk, scary man. we had to walk the jungle road which lead to the chek jawa area. we went there as a group, then came back in pairs, paired w aishah. while waiting, the guys behind were making scary noises, trying to freak me out man _l_ the guys had to walk alone which was so sad. hahah, our turn, we set off. i was clinging onto aishah when he coach ask us to let go if not we had to do it alone :$ & seeing us so scared, he didn't tell is ghost stories ((: so we let go and walk, as we walked somemore, realised my fear was slowly reducing :D when reaching, we had to slow down if not they would say we followed the infront pair, blah blah~ ended then went back to sleep. when we sleep we did not put down the mosquito net, and i think that explains the bites :X next morning woke up super early & had a heavy breakfast, 2 slices of bread :o finish packing blah~ then we set off, i paired w the tall ashraf (rubber band) which was much better, at least he lets me rest ok. then while paddling, he puked. twice. & he stopped alot too, which was killing me, cause i had to paddle even harded :S but all in all i still think that rubber band is much better then fahmee. half way thru, we rested at frog island, which was really small. instructor sky allowed as to dip in the sea, it was only when we reached deeper in, did he tell us there was jelly fish around -.- then before we carried on w the journey, w the oh-so-hot ernest in front leading, rubber band puked again, then after a super long journey from pasir ris-around ubin-pasir ris, we finally reached (((: yay us man! then after all the food, debriefing & stuff, walked home w aishah, otw home, we were super unglam man :C dragging ourselves& stuffs home, while we're otw home, ernest is coaching another group :O its like WOW ok, he just came back, & still had the energy to coach another group, power yea? so when i reached home, i was 2 colors man. red and normal, & now currently, man skin is still burning like hell, so people DON'T come near me please& thank you. today, literally dragged myself up man, we just came back from camp, why can't they give us a day off?! D: so, had leadership talk~ & the coach sean was jia jing's cousin man :O like whoa~ man. walked home w amni, & talked more about ernest& sky, missing them much mansxzssxzs. my mum is gonna go to schoo; for ptc and collection of report book today man :0 wish me luck, now am off to plaster aloe vera all over my red& super tan skin, ciao ^* for pictures& stuff of the same sort from ubin, don't come to me ^^ i have nothing, 1 more day of school& we're free, so people hang in there yea? C:


school today went to fort factory, was super duper BORING man, & its not fair k, Amni's class reached school around 11+ while we're at fort factory feeding mosquito :$ hell no man, fucky much? we returned to school, then me & aishah pei-ed amni to pennisula to buy bag for camp, after that wanted to train to aljhunied to meet botak, but didn't cause they wanted to go home, so we trained home, than walked back home w aishah. tmr is camp man :0 if there was no solo night walk, i will so look forward to it man :# was suppose to pack my stuffs on thursday, put delayed till sunday :o thats when laziness kicks in. saturday, when to velocity, walked, then to united square, had swensens. yum!(: then bought super nice cake, jealous? hahah, then when to clark quey, played 5 10 w a loser, so manage to drink C: smart yea? anyone who wants a game? hahah, ciaos, won't be posting till after camp. so ciao, miss me yea?:D


got back my lite, 51/80, english, 25/50, power much? hahah, wayne& sayyiad studied for th literature, while aishah& i didn't, & we pass, while they fail, so the morale of the story is, don't study is better, hahah. ok, forgot what happened during school :0 stm man. i need to buy so many things for the camp man :/ hell man, & i don't have a cap, anyone? hahah. walked home w aishah and amni, then amni& i ate ice-cream& walked back, then the stupid person who made the ice-cream is like so ___ man. she make also don't know how man. she make like until outside the cone man, somemore so little man, :@ hell man, it made my skirt so dirty man. _l_
_a____ are so fuck man i tell, you i just can't take it anymore, when your not good at it, don't do it, please, the sight& sound of it is hurting other people man, fuck of man bitches, mother fuckers.





got my other results, physics 29/50, chinese 30.5/70, but lucky my overall pass, 55/100 (: art, i bloodly fail man :@ morning had public canning, again. suay suay sit in front again, so can see evrything. clearly. plus when Mr Sam canes, water will spray on to me man. i'm not even the one getting caned, & can even feel pain, what about those getting can man? :# having camp from 26-27 May at ubin. had a briefing just know, which was making me more scared man :$ they said about the lighting and thunder while kayaking round the island, pray that the will be none. then about capsing the kayak _l_. they also said that if we do not cover ourselves w sunblock or clothe, we WILL be tan, as in like lobster red man :0 hell no man, this was not how i predicted it man, i though it will be pure fun, then take our time. to make things worst they said somehing about the channel(?) where the huge huge ships will be passing thru, somemore the distance is like this - man. & its during officw hours. fuck. the also said that there will be night walk there. SOLO. fuck the person who planned it man. i having night walk in school w huge group of people am already scared, now you want me to have in solo? in ubin? UBIN?! siao la the person. super scared man, sigh, now the only thing i can do about it is to pack my bag, and try looking forward to it. otw home, my ice-cream dripped like fuck man. then when i screamed, amni screamed too, vv loudly man. super funny man. ahahhah. 5 more days to camp. looking for to the sleepover C:


got my results back!(: got 72 for math, 38.5/ 50 for f&n , but neh neh jiao even better, 86 for math, 49/80 for lite, 16/30 for compo, power right? (((: yay us! hahah, Alvin and Sayyiad are fucky man i tell you, the keep on hitting me, _l_ then Mr Cheang saw, then call them out. ha, serve them right, Lite was free period cause teacher didn't come, yay us. am freaking lazy to poast man :# hey people, of your results not what you expected, don't sad, just smile and continue to work hard!(: hahha, then otw back, aishah, me talk alot man, && she is so rude! hahah, post more when i feel like to C: ciao


too tired to post anything now man, my eyelids are like closing ready >_* so will talk short. saturday Yien had party, sunday trained to orchard, pennisula, for shopping :D jealous? hahha, today, when to punggol was raining man :0 sighs* tmr have to go to school :( am scared to take my results back man. pictures are promised, when i'm not lazy :$


hell yea man, exams are over, and i am a free person! (: ok so now i'm gonna catch up w the fun, movies, what-so-ever, that i miss while mugging, so ciao (: happy celebrating!C:






woo-hoo, 2 more days, exams are over!C: claps* yay, can have super much fun. lol, today had history and art, history i finish just on time when teacher ask us to stop writting, i just ended, hahah, timing accurate aye? hahah, then art, i didi my dream, then i drew me as super superman(girl) hahah, funny man, especially the underwear. was suppose to paint but mine are not water color, so didn't. so needed to color. :0 was coloring half way when i gave up, was fucking tiring man. _l_ so in the end, i color a little then left the rest all white, smart right? but i think i'll do better then last year. last year was fuck, this year was better then fuck. outside the class had pails of water for painting, i didn't need but still took it, just for the sake of taking it. -.-then that damn thing spilled. on my leg man. fuck it. really wonder man, how can those people who draw alot, v nicely and finish painting, outlining, drawing it, everything and have time to spare? when mine is oh-so-sucky, and still can't finish laughs, was walking home, nearly got knocked down by car, lucky the driver horn, if not now i'm in the hostpital ready. see la Aishah, talk talk, make me nearly die. hahah, kidd only. its the 2nd time man :S


lots of things happen man for the pass few days, put i just can't rmb hahah, but here are the key points, hahah : MAS SELAMAT GOT CAUGHT, YAY! C:
: exam already started and i'm so stressed out by it :S
: treated to Billy Bombers for studying (:
: saw JJ, miss her oh-so-v-much!(((:
: celebrated my father's, Yien's , Gen's birthday.
: celebrated mother's day again.
: loved michelle's & sc wedding, so glam, makes me feel so....
: i can not go for Aikido!:D
: celebrating Yien's birthday on Sat, again.
: school ok, otw home, Aishah had crumps stuck on her hair. ahahaah.
thats about all i think, didn't post on friday cause my dad came back and i'm not suppose to be using the laptop, so ya. so i quickly packed, and keep my stuff, you get the idea yea? so ya,




blogged alittle in the lab ready. stupid teacher hold us back so long, make us miss half our recess :@ _l_ no life, instead if ihum, had physics, YAY! lol? cause of that period im understanding physics much better C: but still am not that sure :0 teach me anyone ?:D hm, wanted to write about something, mut sunddenly forgot :0 stm. Mr ng, math teacher, is leaving us ready :( thats so fucking sad man, he each us for like a term ready, then leave, super sadded man. only when we start to lose things, then will we start to treasure it ._. his teaching is good ok, but its just that the class ain't listening, including me. hahah, thats why they think he can't teach. *Mr Timmy Ng, thanks for teaching us, and not go crazy. haha, even though we have been super noisy, and crazy, you didn't give up on us, but just carry on teaching. thats like, wow? cause if it was other teacher, they will blow their top and abandon us, but you didn't, you carried on teaching us. THANK YOU FOR TEACHING US! good luck in everything you do :D*like his name man, so cool, Timmy Timmy C: gosh, am super scared for exams now man, i know i should be studying and not blogging, but i can't just make myself do that ok, its just not me. i've tried, but to no avail. but i'm still gonna continue ok, i'm not gonna let ____ and ____ down after they have done so much for me :# sat w Aishah for lessons after recess, had alot of fun man, hahha. we sat in front of Jerron and Xinyuan, then they keep on doing stuff and we kept on laughing. then doing work half way, Jerron burped, LOUD. then we 3 laughed non-stop, then Aishah asked " where's your excuse me?" then he was like" oh ya, excuse me." hahahahahha, if you were there, you fuckingly laugh non-stop i tell you. then when Jerron was drinking water, iwanted to take away the bottle, but instead, it spilled on to Jerron' shirt. laughs! its super funny man, you should see that stupid innocent/shocked look on his face man, super funny man. hahah, then you know, when you hit the person at the tummy, its hard right? but his like soft like pillow, too much fats, hah. then he& Xinyuan keep on saying i'm flat chested _l_, stupid la, but itell you man, his boobs are really big, haha, if he see this i might die. ahah. there's a fucking bitch in my class man. fuck her la, chee bye, act cute in front of teachers, _l_ see also wanna bang wall man. super er xin can, fuck her la, you think teacher's will fall for it? please look in the mirror and re-think about it man. FUCK YOU BITCH! _l_


currently am in the school's com lab blogging. its not my fault that i blog ok, its just that the class is way too boring man, zzz. it's just the second period of the day, but i'm already feelin oh-so-tired man :X realised i life calling people honey& sexy for no valid reason. hah. gosh, 1 more day left only, freaking out ma. have NEVER felt this scared for an exam before >_<>
hey honey, i'm sorry, but nows not the time, maybe after my wound heal yea?(: because now, i'm so v stresed out and busy, and i don't think i'm able to commit myself to the relationship. im sorry, but we live so far apart, & since th exams are nearing, im not able to travel so far, after exams maybe yea? i'm really sorry..

Wednesday, May 6, 2009 @ 3:41 PM

sigh, currently am freaking out. gosh, exams are like coming, and i can't even memorise/remember a thing i study, how am i suppose to pass? .__. help man, i'm already trying my v best to absorb as much, but i just can't. but i'll still continue trying, cause i made a vow, i swear to keep to it. sigh. hmm, the subject i'm most worried is physic, i don't even understand a single thing teacher is saying man, how am i suppose to have exams?! gosh, anybody understand it? help me? please. morning, walked to school w Aishah, then otw there, we talked then she asked me to look on the ground when i walk, so water will not get into eyes, but just when i did i, i saw a frog, i nearly stepped on it man. i jumped man, literally. i was super freaked out by it. * SO PEOPLE WARNING, IF AISHAH GIVES YOU ANY SORT OF ADVICE, IGNORE IT, OR ELSE BAD STUFF WILL HAPPEN!* hahahah. class was super boring, which made me even more tired, cause the past few days, have been sleeping around 12-1am, then waking up at 6+, gosh man. i'm suffering from insomia, ithink, cause itry sleeping earlier, but i just can't, and when i wake up i feel not tired at all, but feel i have been awake all night :@ hell man, then in class will i feel tired _l_ , this how am i going to listen to what teacher teaches?! zzz, sleeping pills anyone? then otw back, walked past many banglas working then they started talking to me, "hello, how are you?" etc, which made me freak out am walk even faster. tuition got cancelled today, yay? i half want it, cause i really need help w my work, and half don't really want it, cause am too lazy and tired. sigh, dk why i feel so confused and vexed man... anw, Serene's throwing a party on 080509, at newton, should i go? or not. get well soon yea Beulah?C:

Tuesday, May 5, 2009 @ 3:39 PM

hmm, ok. am still keeping to my vow, ihope. gagags, got to prove them wrong :! morning have temperature check again. 2 times a day man, no life. hahah. bore, zzz. followed by f&n but miss siti didn't come, so had 2 hours of free period, yay me! skipping the rest cause they're a bore. math, had test, then i just look at others, then mr ng will be like " shuzhen, what are you doing? don't look at other people's" then came to table " do you know that if it's in exam, i could take away your people and give you a zero" rolls eyes* wth man, its my paper, then its my problem right? literature, the teacher is sooo ____ man. she doesn't even know how to pronouce FILM, a simple word properly wonder how they allow her to be a teacher man .__. curse and swears* later have fucking aikido(again ) stupid man, how can people endure it?!:@ hell no man _l_
sigh, didn't know it would be this hard to keep to a vow man, just because of it, i totally worn out. sigh, had another fight. stupid man, why does it always have to be my fault, when its obviously yours? sigh, can people to justice please, i sick and tired of being accused freqeuntly, i have a limit like everyone else. once its pushed, i'll turn nasty, so please don't force me to do that, please. i survived, days wo you are painful, but i'll try, w all my v best to forget you oh-so-cleanly, ipromise i will, i just need time. i swear, that i'll carry on w life like before, and live like you never existed, but it'll be after the big wound you left in my heart heals.. 3 more days.

Monday, May 4, 2009 @ 4:30 PM

hmm, didn't know studying studying could be so stressful man, but i vowed to pass, so i shan't give up half way, but just a little more push, i could crumple onto the floor and have a massive nervous breakdown. if i'm lucky, i could recover and get on w my life, but if i'm not, it's goodbye. D: help please, i have since get on w my life after ____ left, but i still feel empty in m heart wo him, i need him like a heart needs a beat. but who cares? i shall try all my damn best to forget about him, and return to time when he wasn't around. i promise, I WILL DEFINETLY FORGOT ___. i can't withstand anymore more breakdowns, be or studies or love, so please do not do this to me anymore :@ i can't handle it. i have made a vow, & i shall stick to it and be true to it and not the other way round. i swear, i would be able to it, so ____, ____, ____, give a chance, i will prove it to you. people say brain is like a sponge, it can absorb many things and never break, but i beg to differ. what teacher taught, what i memorize, are all long forgotten, so that theory is not 100% true, but only 50%. cause, i still can rmb, stuffs that happen long before v vividly, and how much i enjoyed my long weekend. now, if i absorb anymore, i can feel that my brain is on the verge of exploding.

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